Thursday, October 18, 2007

thanks Megan!

20 things about me:

1. I hate mornings

2. I love being woke up with kisses from JAK, he's so sweet!!!!!

3. I'm always late and always will be

4. I call my friends that are girls "sis"

5. I can't go long without texting Jen Jen and Erin

6. I love the way Ashlyn sings her cubbies songs while sitting criss cross applesauce cubbie style

7. I love the way that Jak says "Godidwub" instead of "God is Love"

8. I love working with my family

9. My mom is my best friend

10. I can't wait till my parents are my neighbors....I'll NEVER HAVE TO COOK

11. I don't cook :-)

12. I love to be suprised by friends

13. I'm a hopeless romantic but am never romanced :-(

14. I have 56 pairs of shoes, seriously

15. I quit biting my nails for 5 months.....now I'm starting over

16. I love the way Jak tells me I'm a "hottie" I have no idea where he got that

17. I love the way Ashlyn wants to read every night or play a game together

18. I love hats!!!!!

19. when I get stressed, I put things in a pink box and send them to God

20. My grandparents got me the best present for my 25th birthday!!!!! its a secret :-)


well, there you go. That was actually kinda hard. There is so much more to a person than 20 things. wow, kinda makes you think about things.

Thanks Megan!
xoxoxo

Monday, October 15, 2007

what did I do before I had a digital camera?

So, for some reason while I am uploading photos it keeps kicking me into "work offline" mode. I am so frustrated that I give! Here are 5 of the pics I seemed to get done. I will post more of the last few events as soon as my computer is being stupid lol :-) A lazy Sunday at moms. this is our GGpa
Ashlyn and Jak made a new friend. Jak kept saying that there were 2 Rogers but I think he just wanted more snacks and juices
I love to take pics of myself. They usually turn out about like this but I duno, I'm crazy
This is Jak showing off his big muscles

After a long hard day...this is what I LOVE to see...how precious is that!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

why o why

you know, life is funny. That is how I Have to look at it right now. I've been so stressed out about the vehicle situation (Jonathans engine blew up and is going to cost a fortune, my rear end difrencial is going out on my truck so that'll be another chunk o moolah, I washed Jonathans cell phone in the washer and then dried it Jak ruined my phone and now I can't text, ,listen to the mp3 player on my phone or even send pics, the tractor has a flat and I need to get that repaired, I need to find a chimney sweep, and i could seriously use a maid!

Shew, so....you want it, you got it! My grumpiness is being revealed. It is driving me nuts!!! I mean, even at yoga! I am there in body but for the life of my I can't find my center and focus! I stared like a deer in the headlights at an apple for an hour and never really found it. All these issues are just zooming in and out of my head!

Good news? I have to listen to mom! Say It is what it is! listen to Dr. Godsey "put it in a pink box and send it to God" My massage therapist, "You have got to quit storing your stress in your neck" I just keep telling myself that I can do anything, as long as I ask God to help me. If I can find a mechanic, figure out what the thingamagigger on my truck is that is broke, go 2 a super spooky area of town and stand in a junk yard and try to act tough and look like I know what I'm talking about all the while looking at my toes saying "eeeeewwwww" to myself because I am totally afraid that I'm going to get dirty then bargian with a man who defitnally needed a breath mint, get deliveries done, get back to work then get everything done in time for yoga. I am invensible! ok, i lie, I could possibly break down in the pile of laundry and just cry at the drop of a dime!

So, woe is me at this moment but like gas, this too shall pass (haha, I made a funny)
but no really, I'm super stressed but I have found that by the time I get home, get the kids fed, get baths and go over our Cubbies book and hit the sack. I still find 2 sweet reasons to smile.

Oh, but that is a whole other situation that I will discuss another day......Ashlyn is turning 5! Its actually the year of 5's! Sissy 5, Alicia 25, mom 50! super cool!


good night all and God Bless!