Tuesday, October 2, 2007

why o why

you know, life is funny. That is how I Have to look at it right now. I've been so stressed out about the vehicle situation (Jonathans engine blew up and is going to cost a fortune, my rear end difrencial is going out on my truck so that'll be another chunk o moolah, I washed Jonathans cell phone in the washer and then dried it Jak ruined my phone and now I can't text, ,listen to the mp3 player on my phone or even send pics, the tractor has a flat and I need to get that repaired, I need to find a chimney sweep, and i could seriously use a maid!

Shew, so....you want it, you got it! My grumpiness is being revealed. It is driving me nuts!!! I mean, even at yoga! I am there in body but for the life of my I can't find my center and focus! I stared like a deer in the headlights at an apple for an hour and never really found it. All these issues are just zooming in and out of my head!

Good news? I have to listen to mom! Say It is what it is! listen to Dr. Godsey "put it in a pink box and send it to God" My massage therapist, "You have got to quit storing your stress in your neck" I just keep telling myself that I can do anything, as long as I ask God to help me. If I can find a mechanic, figure out what the thingamagigger on my truck is that is broke, go 2 a super spooky area of town and stand in a junk yard and try to act tough and look like I know what I'm talking about all the while looking at my toes saying "eeeeewwwww" to myself because I am totally afraid that I'm going to get dirty then bargian with a man who defitnally needed a breath mint, get deliveries done, get back to work then get everything done in time for yoga. I am invensible! ok, i lie, I could possibly break down in the pile of laundry and just cry at the drop of a dime!

So, woe is me at this moment but like gas, this too shall pass (haha, I made a funny)
but no really, I'm super stressed but I have found that by the time I get home, get the kids fed, get baths and go over our Cubbies book and hit the sack. I still find 2 sweet reasons to smile.

Oh, but that is a whole other situation that I will discuss another day......Ashlyn is turning 5! Its actually the year of 5's! Sissy 5, Alicia 25, mom 50! super cool!


good night all and God Bless!

1 comment:

Hers and His said...

I thought I was having a rough one! You are right---this too shall pass! :)